dear gaga,
i miss you so much and i'm really struggling at the moment. i wish you were here. please don't be mad at me when i make the wrong decisions. i'm really trying so hard i promise but it also feels a bit like my brain is being torn apart. i'm so sorry. this month marked you leaving 10 years ago. i really want to make you proud, but at the same tome i feel like i will never be good enough for anyone including myself, but this is not supposed to be me venting and crying whilst i type. i just wanted to remind you that i still think of you everyday and i miss you everyday and i wish you hadn't left, but there is nothing to do about that now i suppose. i love you. thank you for being in my life even if it wasn't for that long. you left us too early. <3