Dear Gaga,
I don't know if I am supposed to write these to you like letters but you have been on my mind a lot over the past few days, and I just really miss you and want to. I wish you could have met Alexander/Beanie (My two year old brother), he is just like ma and also Richard (Alexander's dad who I think you would have liked). Beanie is a nightmare but you would have loved him with all your heart as you did me. I'm not perfectly sure what i want to say to be perfectly honest. It's been 10 years this year without you. Thank you for always being there for me and loving me and teaching me to be a good person I have been so lucky to have had you in my life and I miss you everyday. I know ma, Mark and everyone else misses you too. Hopefully you are with GG now and you are happy. If you were here you would be so proud of Mark, he has really grown up into a great person and Ma seems happy and is obviously amazing as always. Paul is also married now and has a son called William like GG, he and Bean are very cute friends, although we haven't seen anyone too recently because we are currently in a global pandemic (It's been going on since 2020, last year, and we keep going in and out of national lockdown). Not a day goes by where we don't miss you. I love you and thank you. I am going to try and write these more often because I would like to, because I like to think you can read this even if I don't know if you can. With love always <3